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Seasonally Affected

by Rachael Libérer

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1.
Take me to the picture show, I wanna go back in time. Take me back to your bed, I wanna know that you're mine. And take me to meet your mom, I'll pretend we're not the same. And take me up to your old room, The place before you knew my name. I've got these scary thoughts, Coupled with bad desires, I've got a bomb for a heart, I just need you to cut the wires Lay me down, gently baby So I can feel our hearts slow down Break me down, in pieces honey Let this love divide the town. Take me to the rooftop, So I can see the city laid bare Take me to some secret spot, Pretend that I'm the first one there I've got these scary thoughts, Coupled with bad desires, I've got a bomb for a heart, I just need you to cut the wires Our destruction was mutual Assured by every look At the end, in all the rubble Was it worth the trouble that it took? Take me to the quiet spots Where I can hear my own thoughts Take me to the edge of town, Where I'll finally know what you want I've got these scary thoughts, Coupled with bad desires, I've got a bomb for a heart, I just need you to cut the wires
2.
Sweetheart, why can't we sleep? Sweetie pie, why do these thoughts keep Draggin' me down, Hanging around? Darling, don't they know That I want them to go? I'm trying to sleep, here I don't have time for these tears Honey bunch, get off of my case Honey bear, get outta my face I need to be alone, Tryin' to feel like I'm at home Baby doll, can't you see? The world wants me to be Better than I am now But god, I don't really know how
3.
When your heart's an open wound, My lips will be a band aid. I'll just hold you safe and close, Till the bad thoughts start to fade. You know I'm always there To help you get back up, And you'll appreciate my time, But you'll never call it love I just love a fixer upper, Someone that needs my help, So baby, let me love you Since I cannot love myself I'll fix you, make you better, For the next girl that you kiss, Who you think will love you better, Than you thought I ever did. And I'll try hard to forget you Like I know you'll forget me, And you'll always have to wonder Why I'm always so angry I just love a fixer upper, Someone that needs my help, So baby, let me love you Since I cannot love myself You never liked me anyway You just thought that I was sweet Because I'm the least dateable girl You're ever gonna meet But I'll fix you, make you better For the next girl that you kiss Who you think will love you better Than you thought I ever did I just love a fixer upper, Someone that needs my help, So baby, let me love you Since I cannot love myself
4.
Yung Icarus 03:39
I'm flying too close to the sun My wings ain't what they used to be Dirty, tattered, and falling apart These ghosts just wreck their havoc on me Never deserved those eyes of yours Or the way they focused just on me Never deserved that smile of yours The one nobody ever sees, ever sees But I kept you near anyway Used every trick just to make you stay I'm flying too close to the sun My wings ain't what they used to be Dirty, tattered, and falling apart These ghosts just wreck their havoc on me Who did I think I was kidding Thinking I was good enough for you? A long line of friends who never believed me They knew you were too good to be true But I held on, hope against hope, Burnt our skin with this fraying rope I'm flying too close to the sun My wings ain't what they used to be Dirty, tattered, and falling apart These ghosts just wreck their havoc on me One of us reached, the other settled, We know the truth of who is who You were out of my universe A beautiful sun darkened by my moon I'll revolve around you till I explode It's the only death I wanna know I'm flying too close to the sun My wings ain't what they used to be Dirty, tattered, and falling apart These ghosts just wreck their havoc on me
5.
Tight Trope 03:38
And maybe you were always Persephone Belonging to my world only In winter, in fall, when The dead overtake the living But during Spring and Summer When the world is lush and Full of life like you I will mean nothing until The earth is barren again And my skin will be as red And blistered as a child By summer's end as I pluck At the band around it every time I think of you in your winter coat Returning to my depths once more Is this how I should feel forever, Hades in a silent kingdom, Ears pricked for the sound of you? Days pass so quick above ground Melting like snocones and makeup While I wait an eternity To see your face again. And my skin will be as red And blistered as a child By summer's end as I pluck At the band around it every time I think of you in your winter coat Returning to my depths once more Oh, sweet summer child The smell before rain, the crown of flowers, Braided with love and thoughtlessness Will my love for you finally run dry Will the sliver of hope I keep alive Finally die? And my skin will be as red And blistered as a child By summer's end as I pluck At the band around it every time I think of you in your winter coat Returning to my depths once more Will you return, darling? Will you descend once more? Take the last of my warmth It was always yours
6.
Love ridden, I've looked at you With the focus I gave to my birthday candles I've wished on the lidded blue flames under your brow And baby, I wished for you Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed And I wanna crawl in with you but I cry instead I want your warmth, but it will only make me colder when it's over So I can't tonight, baby No, not "baby" anymore If I need you, I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave My hand won't hold you down, no more The path is clear to follow through I stood too long in the way of the door And now, I'm giving up on you No, not "baby" anymore If I need you, I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave No, not "baby" anymore If I need you, I'll just use your simple name Only kisses on the cheek from now on And in a little while, we'll only have to wave
7.
Come with me my love To the sea The sea of love I want to tell you How much I love you Do you remember When we met? That's the day I knew you were my pet I want to tell you How much I love you Come with me my love To the sea The sea of love I want to tell you How much I love you

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This EP has been on my mind for at least a decade. I have promised myself time and again that I would make it, that I would record tracks and release them, fear be damned. Well, I have finally become either manic enough or confident enough to do so.
I would say who this record is dedicated to, but I am hoping it goes without saying.

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released June 3, 2022

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Rachael Libérer Louisiana

I am but a torch singer in an indie chick's body. One day, I will learn to play guitar better. Until then, I guess everyone is just stuck with my poetic lyrics and full voice

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